In Freeze, a newly launched documentary on YouTube following the resumption of his activities, NCT member Lucas spoke overtly and actually about his well-being throughout his prolonged hiatus.

During the primary a part of his documentary, Lucas sat down for a meal along with his supervisor, the place the 2 talked in regards to the time interval after the controversy that noticed him withdraw from NCT. “I hadn’t gone out for six months straight,” Lucas recalled, along with his supervisor including, “You were so stressed at that time.”

Lucas went on to say that he stayed in his room for round half a yr with no need to do something. “I had a lot of thoughts,” he instructed the digital camera in an apart, revealing that the hiatus took a toll on his well-being. “My hair kept falling out,” mentioned Lucas, explaining that each time he ran his fingers by means of his hair, it was pulled out in clumps. On high of that, Lucas said that he couldn’t eat correctly “because I had no appetite.”

Alongside bodily signs of stress, Lucas additionally opened up in regards to the emotions he had following throughout the six-month interval, together with the “terrible thoughts” that went by means of his thoughts.

I had horrible ideas. I used to be so sorry I wished to die, as a result of actually, it was all my fault. Had I not executed that, this wouldn’t have occurred.

— Lucas

Recalling the time from his personal perspective, Lucas’s supervisor said that he was “a little worried” and “a bit frustrated too.” With Lucas’s hair rising longer regardless of the thinning, his supervisor mentioned he determined to make use of the chance to get him out of the home, seemingly breaking him out of his time spent indoors.

Your hair acquired too lengthy, however you mentioned you didn’t need to go to the identical store, so I assumed I ought to take you to a spot that’s crowded as a substitute. I wished to convey you out into the surface world.

— Lucas’s supervisor

The supervisor continued to say that he talked loads with Lucas throughout the six months, together with about how busy Lucas’s life in NCT was. Concurring, Lucas mentioned, “I’ve been busy all the time. I only focused on my work. I didn’t know what was happening outside.”

While staying inside on a regular basis (and dealing on a regular basis), sooner or later, I exploded. I don’t know how one can describe it; it simply felt like I used to be exploding.

— Lucas

“That was when I gave up on myself,” he mentioned. Despite the darkish ideas and tough instances the pair mentioned throughout his hiatus, Lucas described their connection positively. Speaking frankly, Lucas instructed his supervisor, “Honestly, you aren’t just a manager to me. You’re my friend.”

That’s once I realized, I forgot crucial folks in my life and those that are the nicest to me. That was what got here to my thoughts.

— Lucas

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